Today's subject is a talented young man whom I was
introduced to by my good friend and great musician (and already presented here
at GCL), Martin Del Caprio. His name is Brett Gleason and he's got a very
interesting story to tell.
Brett is a New Yorker who has called Brooklyn and
Long Island his home. His early life was hampered by a severe speech
impediment, leading to a solitary childhood immersed in the arts. His struggle
to communicate led to a mastery of multiple instruments and a fiction degree
from the New School University in NYC. He is an out gay artist and he is also a
bi-polar sufferer. "Does your bipolar condition ever cross paths with
your creativity, and if it does, what happens then?", I asked him. Here's his reply:
"Being bipolar effects everything I do, it's a
way of being, a pair of glasses I see and feel the world through. I don't know
if I would have such a strong drive to make music otherwise. I've always
had trouble expressing the extreme depths of my emotions and the arts have been
essential in giving me an outlet."
As for being an out gay man, Gleason had this to
say in a very interesting article in the Huffington Post:
"I never knew music had a sexual preference. I
don’t sing about love or sex but they say my music is ‘gay.’ It’s not exactly a
taunt, not quite the slur hurled at me as a child but like then, it misses the
mark. More than gay I’m different, independent, a complexity summarized simply
as ‘gay.’ This has become both a genre and a limitation in a culture that often
divides and diminishes its artists and audience."
He later says:
"I’m gay. Just like I’m male or Caucasian. A
quick Google search would tell any listener these things. But first I want them
to hear the music, to interpret the lyrics through their personal experiences
and make the songs their own. This is what I wanted."
And he closes with:
"After aligning myself with gay culture, the
‘indie’ media seemed to lose interest. Blogs stopped responding, reviews came
to a halt. My music didn’t change but the outlets that shared it did, a few
doors creaked open but far more slammed shut. I knew it was a risky venture to
be so brazen but didn’t expect such a polarized response. It’s since become
obvious to me why though there are brave, out artists far more are paralyzed by
the fear of being ‘too gay’, too sexual, of crossing a line we’ve been warned not
to straddle. I don’t advocate universal objectification but would like to see
an atmosphere where gay artists can address the themes of sex and love with as
much relevance as any straight voice.
As I’ve come to learn, a gay, sexualized image can
be a double-edged sword that both intrigues and repels but if the artist is
sincere, I believe they will find their audience. It’s easy to be silent but
when we don’t speak our minds we risk speaking for nobody, ourselves included.
I may have unintentionally been labeled a ‘gay’ musician but I credit this
distinction as the first shared intimacy of many, helping me develop a deeper
relationship with the listeners who may never have noticed me as just another
moody guy making music in Brooklyn. Some may avert their eyes but with every
email I get from a young man doesn’t identify with the homogenous, castrated
version of gay culture acceptable to mass media, I worry less and less."
Gleason's first recorded music was an EP called The
Dissonance (2010). Four years later he released his debut album, which was
simply titled Brett Gleason. ReGen magazine was enthusiastic: "Intelligent
and intricate songwriting topped off by precision production and performance
helps to make this debut full-length an absolute winner."
Imposter, a song about the struggle against
conformity, as well as against the emotional loss of control, is the perfect
introduction to Brett; it's alt. rock meets cabaret in a very creative union:
Calculated goes for a harder sound; his vocals pay
tribute to folk-rock troubadours from the late 60s, like Family's Roger Chapman and Jethro Tull's Ian Anderson,
while the guitars have a grunge sensibility:
Destruction is best described by Brett himself:
"How good can it be to feel bad?"
I Am Not is a lot of things, one of which is a gay
empowerment anthem:
"For you tried to extinguish me.
Expel and erase all of me.
Extract and negate all I see.
Hide me and silence my dreams...
Break the mold,
Escape the hold!
Of a life of sadness
begging for your soul-don't
Fight the trend,
do not bend!
Weakness works with madness,
tempting me to end you!
I am not afraid,
I am not ashamed.
I will stand up to
obstructions in my way."
Futile & Fooled continues to explore a theme
that is prevalent in Brett's eponymous album: trying to regain control of
oneself:
"Marionettes are fine when they can see their
own strings die."
I was interested how his creative process works, so
I asked: "Music or lyrics, which come first?". His reply: "I sit
down at the piano and start with the music, a chord or riff. Once I have a
basic melody I jump into the lyrics and then it's a living, breathing creature
and the two can't be separated."
His follow-up album, Manifest, was released just a
few days ago. Atwood magazine more than approved: "Brett Gleason’s Manifest is
a perfect example of a great sophomore album that shows an artist truly finding
his footing as a great songwriter."
The album's opening track is If I Could. Here's a
live version:
Expiration Date is a breakup song that inventively
utilizes strings along excellent piano work:
"I’ll break your
heart, so
I can put it back together, stronger than
ever", Brett
sings on Rough Love, daring you to face your truth and be better for it. Here's
the demo:
The horn work in the closing track, The
Urge makes for a great touch. The studio version is not available on youtube,
so here's a live version instead (without the horn work):
I wondered what
his thoughts about his professional future were, so I asked: "We know
that now is a bad time to be a young musician. Selling records doesn’t work
anymore except for the big names, same with streaming. Concerts can make money,
but that too doesn’t come easy. Unless one is already well-established, or
otherwise a talent-show kid, the facts of life are hard for a musician. How do
you see yourself in this complex landscape? Where do you want to be 10 years
from now?"
His answer was:
"It's a tough time to be a musician if your only goal is making money. Of
course, I would love to quit my day job and make my sole living off of
recording and performing but ultimately, if I'm able to continue to record,
release and perform my original music to an appreciative audience then I
feel satisfied and motivated to continue. I teach music on the side, I have a
small but enthusiastic fan base that generously funds my records - I don't make
a profit but I'm able to realize my visions without going too far into debt,
it's not bad. The future of music, for me, is about the direct relationship
between the artist the fans. I'll be launching a Patreon soon which is a medium
for artists and supporters to directly engage, collaborate and support the
artists on a monthly basis as they create."
Finally, I
asked him my standard question involving the gay lifestyle: Where do you
stand between living freely and outside the system as a gay person (the
romantic sexual outlaw notion) vs being recognized in society legitimately, and
leading a life that's as close to the straight model as possible (monogamy,
raising a family, etc).
His answer: "My
default has always been a pretty quiet, monogamous life because it's a simpler
way of living with easy to understand boundaries. Love is precious and not to
be taken for granted and I'm yet to be in a relationship where I feel confident
enough that if I step outside, I will be able to return with everything where I
left it. However, every person and couple need to navigate their sexuality
themselves. It's tempting to emulate what you see around you but that's just
lazy. I've seen a lot of gay couples get married and try and copy straight
relationships and that always depresses me but it's impossible to know the
dynamics of anyone's relationship and the good ones are always changing."
As Oscar Wilde once
said: “I like men who have a future and women who have a past.” I do believe
that Brett does have a future.
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