So far, we have dealt with 4 of the 6 letters of
the LGBTQI spectrum. We have dealt with the L(esbian), the G(ay), B(isexual), and
Q(ueer). Today we will deal with the I(ntersex) and the T(ransgender).
Dee (formerly David) Palmer (London, 2 July 1937),
is an English composer, arranger, and keyboardist best known for having been a
member of the progressive rock group Jethro Tull from 1977 to 1980. How does
Palmer belong in this narrative? In her own words: "My mother told me
something and it became very evident to me once I was able to make comparisons.
I was born into what was called the intersex space; there was clear and obvious
genital ambiguity. I had to have surgery when I was only a few hours old. I had
my last surgery when I was 28 years of age. The only people I was able to make
my observations from growing up were my brothers. Once I became aware of the
female shape and constitution I knew something was seriously wrong."
"I was born into a mining community in the
West Midlands in England - it was a steel bashing and coal digging area. You
actually don’t go around saying you were born a girl because people would just
have not have understood. I was able to talk to my mother about it. She was
conciliatory but said that I would just have to get on with life the way it is.
When I met Maggie (his future wife), I explained to her that I had great
difficulty getting to age 18 and not turning into a female and she told me that
I was probably not the only one. When Mom and Maggie had both died - my two
closest friends - I had to deal with it once again. It had been repressed; that
is why I waited all this time."
But let's not get ahead of ourselves. Palmer studied composition at the Royal Academy of
Music with Richard Rodney Bennett, winning the Eric Coates Prize and The Boosey
and Hawkes Prize and during her studentship taught clarinet to second study
students.
Going about her early career as a jobbing arranger
and conductor of recording sessions, she recorded a first album project, Nicola, in 1967 with the legendary Bert
Jansch, Scottish hero of the then folk scene. From that album, here's Woe Is
Love, My Dear:
She was then was referred to Terry Ellis, the then
manager of the early Jethro Tull, who were making their first album This Was
(1968) at Sound Techniques Studio in Chelsea, London, courtesy of Terry’s
father’s £800 loan. At extremely short notice, David came up with arrangements
for the horns and strings on the Mick Abraham’s composition, Move on Alone. It
was the only Jethro Tull lead vocal not performed by Ian Anderson on a studio
album, since Mick Abraham decided to sing the song himself.
This speed of work and professional performance
endeared her at once to the band and she was soon to visit the boys again in the
studio with the brilliant string quartet arrangement to A Christmas Song, one
side of their first hit single (#29, UK). The other side contained Love Story.
Here's A Christmas Song:
In Jethro Tull's second album, Stand Up (1969), Palmer did the string arrangements and served as a
conductor on Reasons for Waiting:
Palmer also did the orchestral arrangements in JT's
third album, Benefit (1970). From
that album, here's To Cry You a Song:
... also from the same album, here's Teacher:
Jethro Tull's next album, Aqualung from 1971, was their best, as well as my favorite. Palmer
was still on board. We'll listen to a number of songs from this album. First is
the title track:
This is Cross Eyed Mary:
This is Mother Goose:
This
is Wond'ring Aloud:
This
is My God:
This
is Hymn 43:
This is the majestic Locomotive Breath:
And this is the closing track, appropriately titled
Wind Up:
Jethro Tull's next album, Thick as a Brick (1972) contains a
continuous piece of music, split over two sides of an LP. Thick as a Brick was
deliberately crafted in the style of a concept album and a general parody of
the genre. The original packaging, designed like a newspaper, claims the album
to be a musical adaptation of an epic poem by the fictional 8-year-old genius
Gerald Bostock, though the lyrics were actually written by the band's frontman,
Ian Anderson. Here's an excerpt:
Living in the Past, also released in 1972, was a quasi-compilation collection, which contains album tracks, out-takes, and non-LP
singles. From it, here's the title track, a hit single (UK #3, Ireland #5, US
#11, New Zealand #15, Canada #16).
And here's Sweet Dream, a #7 single in the UK in
1969:
A Passion Play (1973), like its
predecessor, Thick as a Brick,
is a concept album, comprising individual songs arranged into a single
continuous piece of music. Here's an an excerpt:
Jethro Tull's follow-up album, War Child (1974) was their most accessible to date, and Palmer's
orchestrations were more prominent than ever. Here's the title track:
Bungle
in the Jungle was a #12 hit in the US:
Skating
Away on the Thin Ice of the New Day was also a single:
Minstrel in the Gallery (1975) came next. Here's
the title track:
From
the same album, here's Requiem, featuring nothing but Anderson's singing and
acoustic guitar, Hammond's bass, and a small string orchestra conducted by
Palmer.
Tull's
next album was Too Old to Rock 'n' Roll: Too Young to
Die! Here's
From a Dead Beat to an Old Greaser:
Here's the album's title track:
During the tour to promote Too Old to Rock 'n' Roll:
Too Young to Die! Palmer
became a regular member of the group, and remained as such until 1980, when he
left Jethro Tull. Their album for 1977 was Songs from the Wood. It was the best critically received album
since Thick as a Brick and
was their last Top 10 album in the US. Here's the title track:
As Palmer herself had said, "I think (my role in the
band) was all directed towards one album. From July of 1968 to September of
1976, in that period of time my involvement in the group led me to the album Songs
From The Wood. My input on that album is colossal. Ian wrote the songs and
the words but the way that album sticks together is down to me, and I am very
proud of that. All that I had done in the past led me up to that. I am mighty
proud of my contribution to Jethro Tull. The end of Ring Out Solstice Bells I
wrote. I told Ian that I knew what the ending had to be. It is based about the
notes that a bell makes. I wrote it and recorded it and played all the parts.
It goes backwards against itself and it goes upside down against itself."
Here it is:
From
the same album, here's The Whistler:
Heavy Horses (1978), was another well-reviewed album. From it,
here's No Lullaby:
Moths
featured some of David Palmer's most tasteful orchestral arrangements:
The
album's closing track was Weathercock:
Stormwatch (1979) marked the end of
an era in Jethro Tull's history, as the last album on which longtime members
Barriemore Barlow, John Evan, and David Palmer participated, and the final
appearance of bassist John Glascock, who played on three of the cuts (Anderson
supplied the bass elsewhere) and died following open-heart surgery a few weeks
after its release.
The
reviews for the album were so-so. A track that stood out was Dark Ages:
The
album's closing track was Elegy, an instrumental composed by Palmer:
In
1980, leader Ian Anderson intended to release the album A with other musicians
as a solo project, but was persuaded by his record label to release it instead
under the Jethro Tull name. This resulted in every member of the group,
including Palmer, leaving except guitarist Martin Barre and Anderson himself.
Palmer formed a new group, Tallis, with former Jethro Tull pianist and organist
John Evan, Dave Bristow (who, later, went on to work on the development of the
Yamaha DX7), Mickey Barker (drums) and Bill Worrall (bass and vocals).
In
Palmer's words: "We rehearsed for a couple of months. Together with other
pieces which I’d written specially for the group, I arranged Debussy’s Sunken
Cathedral and some parts of Beethoven’s Fifth symphony – I’d already scored the
scherzo from the 9th symphony for the Tullettes. We performed just two gigs.
The first was at West Clandon Parish Church, the other at Surrey University."
"We
recorded all the material we had rehearsed and performed and attracted very
favourable comments from EMI, Decca and Virgin with all of them urging us to go
on the road and get a fan base together, but Dave Bristow was offered the
Yamaha job, I was no good at trying to organize other people’s lives and be
responsible for providing an income stream for them so we called it a day.
That’s it."
The
only song that was released was Disturbed Air, which was recorded as the band played
it, all in real time.
Palmer
returned to film scoring and sessions. She also produced several albums of
orchestral arrangements of the music of various rock groups, including Jethro
Tull, Pink Floyd, Genesis, Yes, the Beatles and Queen.
The
album A Classic Case (1985)
featured Jethro Tull playing with the London Symphony Orchestra, conducted by
Palmer. Here's a medley of Teacher / Bungle in the Jungle / Rainbow Blues /
Locomotive Breath:
From
the tribute to Genesis, recorded in 1987 with the London Symphony Orchestra
again, here's I Know What I Like. Ian Anderson's on flute:
Here's
Undertow / Supper's Ready:
In
1991 she conducted the Royal Philharmonic Orchestra in a tribute to Pink Floyd.
Here's Another Brick in the Wall Part 1 / the Happiest Days of Our Lives / Another
Brick in the Wall Part 2:
Here's
Money:
...
And here's Wish You Were Here:
In
1993 she was in charge of a tribute to Yes, collaborating with the English
Chamber Orchestra and the London Community Gospel Choir. Here's Roundabout:
Next
we have Wonderous Stories:
...
And finally from this album, here's Heart Of The Sunrise:
In
1994, Palmer was appointed a Fellow of The Royal Academy of Music. That same
year, Palmer collaborated with The Royal Academy Of Music Symphony Orchestra
and recorded the Orchestral Sgt. Pepper's - Orchestral Arrangements Of The Classic Beatles
Album. This album is not on
youtube, so, moving on...
In
1995 his wife Maggie died, and his mother died around the same time. This shook
Palmer to the core; in his words: "My psychiatrist eventually concluded
that the reason for me to once again face the impossible task of coping with
this dissatisfaction of myself as a male was caused directly by the loss of the
two people who meant more to me than anyone else in this world. They went in
such quick succession that the shock dragged this out of the uttermost place
where it had been repressed and brought it back to the surface and made me have
to deal with it again."
So
Palmer decided to go through the process of transitioning to female. Her
children and close friends were aware of what was going on, and in 1998 she
publicly came out as Dee Palmer.
Meanwhile,
she made A Symphonic Tribute to Queen in 1996. It's not on
youtube either, except for a promo, which I present to you:
More
recently Dee recorded an album, Norske
Popklassikerf with the London Symphony Orchestra, performing the rock and
pop classics of contemporary Norwegian composers earning a gold album for sales
in the Norwegian charts in the process.
Dee's musical journey continues and those incredible musical talents are
still in demand. I will close with a quote from Dee herself, responding as to
whether she's afraid that people will judge her harshly for being a transgender
person: "I think you have probably gathered by now that I have the tools
to defend myself as well as express myself. One of the psychiatrists pointed
out to me that when I was born I was given a handful of cards to play. A lot of
them were enviable cards. I also had the transsexual card to play. I had to
learn how to keep that card in my hand while I was playing the others. It does
not lie within the gift of everyone who has gender dysphoria to be able to
equip themselves on the manner and style and experience that I have. I use it
not to defend but to inform people, perhaps disarmingly. Most people that are
regressive or don’t understand need leading on. I am fearless on those grounds.
It would be awful if I had put myself through what I did and come out on the other
end as some kind of quivering heap, jellified pile of negativity. What would
have been the use?"
I have been a fan of Dee's since the first time I heard "Reasons For Waiting" from "Stand Up". Her beautiful touch, Old English phrasings and melodic counterpoint are excellent. I saw her with Tull a couple of times in the 70's, and her contribution to the live sound was great1
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DeleteI adore Dee Palmer. What a gifted musician. I saw her perform in New Orleans on the Songs from the Wood tour. It is spectaculat to see her playing in 2020 with Martin Barre
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